After writing that last post, I’ve been AWOL for a month. I haven’t quite known what to say. You see, two days after I wrote that, I broke up with the Big Strong Man.
Since I had just talked about him on the blog, and
hoping we were thinking we might get back together, I didn’t know what to
say on here about anything.
Especially since I knew he would be checking the blog. So, here’s what I will say:
He’s a great guy. I’m just not sure that he’s the right guy for me. The jury’s still out, but in the mean time, I don’t like not writing. So, you guys will have to be as up in the air as I am about the relationship, but now that I’ve addressed that I feel like I can write about other stuff.
Phew. Feels good to get that off my chest.
Ah, relationships are tricky. And I still haven’t figured out how to handle relationships and blogging. I wish the blog was a secret (ooh, which reminds me of a funny story about when I started dating the Big Strong Man and the blog…I’ll tell you later.) and I didn’t have to worry about him seeing it, so I could do all of the processing on here that I wanted. But, it’s not a secret, and he’s alive and well and can read all of this stuff. So I have to be careful not to hurt feelings.