I haven’t been posting much lately because frankly I’m just not doing that great.
It’s like a million degrees in my house. When you’re hot it makes everything else seem that much worse.
Summer used to be my favorite. But that was back before my husband died and when I had air conditioning and a pool at the condo. So now I’m struggling. It’s hard because I miss him. I miss the fun stuff we used to do in the summer. I miss loving life. And the summer is full of anniversaries, so there’s just so many more of my “hard days.”
I know I have a lot to be thankful for. I just can’t think of anything right now. Ok, I can, I just don’t want to. I guess I’ve been choosing to wallow.
So, posts may be a bit sparse for a bit until I can manage an attitude adjustment. I’m working on it.